City Of Angel

N年没来更新了.其实也没什么好写的,对于巨蟹座的人来说,月亮就会改变心情,每天的心情都不同.

无意间,看到有松岛枫的博客,她是我喜欢的为数不多的日本女人,(其实全世界最不会去喜欢的是日本女人,因为没身材).
看不懂日文,只是胡乱在根据中间点点的中文胡乱的点击.
博客很清爽,跟一般二十来岁的女生的博客差不多,记载着每天的小日记,生活的小照片,跟预期的完全不一样,给我一个很舒服的,邻家小姑娘的感觉.更像一个同学的,或者是好友的博客.
无意中点击了资料,顿感惭愧.原来她已经结婚了,而且是硕士毕业了.哎~~~~,一个为了爱情而牺牲自己的女人,也不能说是牺牲,应该是她把自己的一生从爱上自己的另一半开始的那一刻就交给了对方,而且是毫无保留的.这个似乎是很多中国女人没有的吧.
听着歌,外面下着雨,下个礼拜又要忙了,看完她的博客,心情似乎很复杂.
人的目标,追求,其实就是为了得到一个温暖的家,女人想要得到的,似乎会更简单一些,也许只是一个可以依靠可以依赖可以托付一生的肩膀.
天又阴了下来,似乎要开始考虑晚饭吃什么了.

刚刚给我一个陪我走过很多困难的好友打电话,差不多有1年没联系了,打过去,说正在为礼拜六的婚礼做准备,艾~~~~.世界真的变的好快啊. 有种很压抑的感觉,身边的人好像很快都离开我似的. 结婚,单身,似乎是天于地之间的距离,当我听到对方说这么快就要结婚,而我最后一个知道,有种受到"刺激"的感觉,有点想我那个朋友说继续留在我们未婚的行列,呵呵,有点不知道自己在写什么了.

每天很多事情在发生,城市中每样东西都在改变,我们也在改变,20+ 25+ 30+,数字也在改变,头上的头发也在改变,脸上的皱纹也是,我希望我的那位朋友得到幸福, 也祝福我所有今年结婚的朋友,呵呵,你们一定会得到一辈子的幸福.

爱情可能不是一辈子,但是它会让你此刻,很幸福,很甜蜜. 享受这一刻吧,我为你们开心.我也同样享受着爱情的滋润............很.........甜.

almost a year not updated my blog, hum..... nothing speically happened and nothing i wanted to write out.  another christmas , rdy to back . and this time is for my bro's wedding,  hey big bro, best wishes and best wishes to ur wife. snow, finnaly, winter . life is jst like at cross road, it's time to choose another way , ppl always says"if you could not get the end of the way, find another way, otherwise you will lose ur way" yea, i finnaly got what this sentence meant, and it's time to find another way now, sometimes give up is not jst give up, you also get something fromt that shit. at least i have someone always supporting me and telling me to energy ros.

      cold, negative 20 degree, freezs my nose and ears, dun even wanna walk out my room. 

yea, finnaly i could have 3 weeks break to back home , and i miss ya bros , dun tell me it's the last party yo could join in us in your next part of life, lol. and it must be a nice party.

I got my new life, that's what i wanna tell my bros. that girl gives that shirt to me , i feel so good about it. she is beauty, cute, sweat, feminine, everything is like all what i want, and everything is no more that fit than before. I got it, finnaly , now i gonna say no body will stop this boy , and he will get his happiness and feature with this girl who gave him the hope he never got and never think about it,she let me know what i should do and let me forget all the sick memory,the only thing she brings to me it's hope and happiness that all the man want . yo guys should really gratz to me. im happy now. from my heart.

I remembered that my old blog named i love summer. Still, I am enjoy summer. sunshine, a/c . girls dressing less and less , wonderland.  This is the only season i can do all waht i like .

     it's a new summer, smells of grass telling me , yea summer is no more longer. Thinking about the mother fukcer i jst knicked , i can only say fucked up.

  getting feeling on campus, found out that school is the only place let me feel quietly.

 

 

Bros will come back soon, should be mid of this month, hope kai will be back soon too.Should go drink and get drunk with those niggas ,haha, they wil get married before end of this year. Gratz! hope i am on my feature too now.

 

    wow, summer, i hate perspiration, but the only way i can feel im still alive.  I'm good now. and finnaly i got it.